i'M BaCk!

here i am... haven been blogging for so long tat i almost forgot tat i hav a blog.... ok, now let mi update u guys wat happened to mi for the past past weeks.... actually, it's almost a mth rather than weeks... ok, life goes on as usual... goes to sch every morning, attend remedial classes, courses n extra activity... n... not forgettin my tution... so tired... i'm breaking down very soon... haven been meeting my kakis for so long... hope they never forget mi... life has changed ever since they left sch n i started sch for a brand new yr... everythin ard mi seems changed including myself... i find tat i become more cautious in doin things... unlike in the past when i'm so careless tat i often neglect ppl's feelings... ok, hmm... maybe someone ard mi is making these changes on mi but... hu knows hu the hell r these ppl... sis is on an oversea working trip again, but tis time is much nearer... she's in KL now... hahaz... hope she'll get sth for mi... although she would be back within one day... while she's in KL, i hav to work too!! but my work's more relax... cos all i hav to do is to jus stay at hm n let my books drown mi... easy yet tough.... always hoping for someone to understand mi n sharing my thoughts... someone whoom i would fall in luv with, without any mistakes... hmm... after tis march holis, i'll be much more busy than usual... got to get ready for my 'O' lvl chinese paper... although i kept saying i mus get an A1 but thoughts still running in my mind with worries n fear... cos jus one fetal mistake can take my life away... so, actually now, i'm still trying my very best to be as cautious as possible... i'm not on a battle, nor is it a war... jus wan get the best side of mi out to show to the world n prove to them... still waiting for his msg, cos we're actually susppose to meet tis coming sunday to the moives... but i thin he would forget again... n giv mi those stupid last min excuse... haiz... hu knows... maybe at the last min on the strike of twelve on sat, he would msg mi.... nobody would knows the ans.... only he does... i found out tat i'm gettin more n more lazy... haven been goin out to shop for the past few mths... no cash n time... haiz... when will tis crisis be over for mi... but actually as a matter of fact staying at nm is also not a bad idea, cos at least u get to discover new thins which u wil ask urself:'Where the hell did these thins come from?' but so far, i haven been asking myself tis qns... gd thin abt tis march holis, not much remedial... we're being booked by onli one tootpid teacher.... all other teachers r enjoying their holis n r too lazy to hav any remedial for us... dispite our 'good' results from our tests... actually, the worse thin happened to mi these few days is tat i'm actually suffering from insommia... still thinkin of ways to cure it... if u guys hav any suggestions pls post in my tagboard... thanks.... when the sun dies, i'll then be back... with all my unfinished stories....